if i somehow die at this very moment, i won't regret it at all, coz my life is really at its bottom.. with so much work to do and no one really trying a bit to understand you, everyone's pushing everyone else, the uni is like hell.
slept for 6 hours for the past two days and been coughing so badly. but apparently now i start not to give a damn about my health any more. is it just me? i don't think so, everyone around me is the same. coming back from canteen A, and at 1:30am, it's still crowded with groups discussing projects, business as usual 24/7 at ntu.
i have to say i hate it here, but i know the change it's gonna have upon me will be valuable. now i understand when one is really lonely and tired, he can't rely on anything other than himself, and now, i'll stop complaining, and brave the days to come!
