[懒]

生活里发生了很多事情
但都懒得记录下来
并不是因为他们不精彩
而是因为我发现每件事情都是另一件的起因
我想看到最后的结果
但往往永远看不到

明天是个值得记住的日子

[hurt the most]

you made the biggest mistake deleting me from your contact
you were saying about doing things like a grown-up
is it how you deal with it?
this is the time you hurt me the most

[这夜,选择适度怀念]

深呼吸 空气里 有我们 爱情的味道 可你闻不到……

[Congratulations]

i really gotta say "Congratulations!!!" to my dear dear dawen!
you earned it, you deserved it!
i know i was really helping you along, revising your cv and essay
but eventually it's your qualification that landed you there
75k starting pay huh? i wonder if i should transfer to UK or become a corporate lawyer too

it was really sweet and flattering that you thought of me as the one who kept you company
but i do take some credit for it =p
coz i'm such a sweet guy right?
i always remember you saying that

i was also thinking about specialising in maritime law
all the admiralty jurisdiction and norwegian maritime code kinda turn me on
but still i've gotta see where my ship is sailing
and i do have a good feeling about my future

next year christmas, that's right! see you in london! can't wait!

[stop pushing me]

如果有人违心的说话，故意想忽略你，故意想气你。我上当生了她的气，那岂不是太容易被别人操纵了？至少我知道我心里的感受，我不会去故意把过去贬得一文不值。至少我看来，这样假装自己成熟地遗忘了一切的做法并不洒脱，反而很幼稚。

其实我会针对这件事写这么多也很幼稚，但我要说出来。我从不诋毁任何曾经对我重要过，我珍惜过的东西。我说过我不拿我的标准去看别人，所以你如果觉得这样很爽，就请继续吧。

还有，别再去烦我的家人。他们对你好是对我的朋友有礼貌。请你不要得寸进尺。

我希望你明白我从不愿失去任何一个朋友，但我也不是那种不能失去任何人的人。我是针对这件事，不是针对人。

我的blog其他的regular viewer，对不起让你们看到我的这一面。

[挺好的]

被xx新的校内图片雷得半死
决定来写篇blog压压惊

这几天一直为了避免熬夜的坏习惯
于是就玩通宵
都是早上吃过早饭才睡

说实话觉得最近考得都不好
尤其是今天的海事
其实有的时候觉得应该不要再跟sj彻夜聊天
对她的复习也不好
可偏偏跟她这么聊得来
也很矛盾

最近整天看我爸上skype
所以也就经常跟他聊聊
他这小子竟然在办公室里也装上麦克和摄像头
挺雷人的
真不知道他的下属怎么看他
难道是因为已经觉得自己没法再往上爬了
所以就不拘小节了

买的新电脑一直没有好好的setup
今天决定把音乐和照片都考过来
才发觉有些照片真的让我很舍不得
但是为了我自己好
还是不要放进新的电脑了
也不应该再想起了
其实我的新生活挺好的

等考完试，还有无数的事情要做
尤其是那个asian investment summit
很多的事情已经延误了很久了
这次真的就让我玩一次大的
玩一次猛的
我就不信我一定就只能小打小闹得玩
像个成年人一样弄点真格的吧

明年7月在机场见，在swissotel见，在suntec见！

[paris]

bought 2 copies of the latest Mayday CD's
been listening almost exclusively to their songs lately
just because she likes them
well, i have to say they are not bad at all

one copy is for her Xmas present
well, gotta give her before she goes back
and go get two tickets for the concert next Jan
4/1/2009, singapore indoor stadium
a place where i'll again change someone's life

mapped out the route to take
gonna plan something extra for her
like a romantic dinner or a surprise gift
how about a drive down east coast
i bet anyone who lived in DHSH before likes the sea breeze there
but for now, don't get too agitated
study and learn that damn french well during the holidays
"don't you have your honeymoon in paris?"
"oui, ma lune de miel sera très romantique et doux~~"
(or is it, just like what those guys said, too early to start getting ready for my honeymoon?)

i know no matter who that lucky lady is
it's gonna be paris
definitely paris
despite its funny pronunciation in french

[every bit]

moods are temporary, our dream is constant..

thanks baby..

[her voice again..]

i called her.. i knew i shouldn't, but i still did..
i can't blame anyone.. i chose to be in that position..
she asked me, "do you still like me?"
i was equivocating.. but i couldn't lie to myself..
the big "yes" in my heart just tore all the past wounds right open,
blood oozing out and all the memories flushing back..
she said "you are the only person who could understand me now."
her singing is mesmerizing as ever.. i could imagine for how long she hasn't sung her favourite Chinese songs.. the only difference is, now, she never wanted to listen to my singing anymore.. i had the lyrics in front of me, but unlike the old sweet days, i'm only a listener now..

her first snow..
she went jogging and studied with her R "[u r making me feel happy]"
why should i still bother?
let it go..

[总是有失望］

妈的，连顿散伙饭都没吃。。
LS说的那个女孩不是PRC，但确实是得了脑瘤。。
复习复习！
为什么静不下来？
ZXX一切都会好起来的。
被GDW给吓着了，如果她真的来了新加坡……
不想了，没人在乎你怎么想……
睡觉！